Mar 16, 2021

 It seems that my life is in limbo. Everything seems to be waiting for that moment when I see you... and when I see you, everything blooms around me. The love I feel for you swells in my heart, it radiates from me, making me beautiful. People compliment me and I smile saying thank you. In my heart, I say a grateful prayer to you, for it is the fact that you, my true love, walk on this earth, in this dimension that fills me with love, grace, beauty and truth.


I sit alone and smile, running in my head, over and over again, the brief conversation we have. I speak of things mundane and you listen, attentively. But do you know that the only thing I really yearn for is to be alone with you for a few moments, so that I could look at you,  before I just hold you tight, gently, letting all my love seep into you... and hoping that you love me back, even if it is for that moment only.

I will carry that moment with me, letting it nourish me for ever after. This love, this amazing, gracious, passionate love... is not bound by time.

Yet, these are just my thoughts, my innermost desires... that I do not express to you directly. How can I? I dont know you, I feel you. And you may be very happy in your life, what right does true love have to disturb someone else just to fulfill its self? So, I smile at my longing and thank you for existing, saying a silent prayer for your happiness and joy with every breath.

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