On Humility

I am in the awe of God, the Infinite Expanded Brilliant Light both within, around, and beyond me.

I surrender to my infinite place within that unified field, within that Love, within that Eternal, Infinite Source.

As I connect in Divine contemplation, when I allow myself and are disciplined (remembering and allowing) enough to choose to be in that place of Divine Union (the black womb of Sophia Mother), the sense of wonder renders me silent, still, clear, and humble, (so small).

And if I can truly look at and feel myself within the grander scheme and unfoldment, (the Truth I AM) and truly embrace the gift that I am given, in and out of form, to be part of this Majesty, to be part of this fabric, to build and create within it, and make what is old new again, then I am in humility.

And this humility is the deep anchoring and recognition that I AM ALL, and I am no-thing.

I Am small and simultaneously Immense.

And ‘insignificant’ does not mean ‘less than’.

My meaning comes from connection and service to others. And there are times when I move into a place of seclusion, not to separate or replenish but to deepen, to expand to unify in my knowing of Bliss in the STILLNESS.

That deepening of ineffable Love.

And then it follows that I, by my very nature must share that Flow of expanded Knowing and hold that Divine Vision with my community of all beings. And the vision and the Presence of bliss has nothing to do with self-grandeur for that is totally meaningless to me as separate from anything.

I So Love You

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PS And can you see, that this post is not about me at all. It is about WE?

 "If a woman does not fit the shape of what you think a woman should be,

If a woman is not obedient, does not see things the way you do,

If a woman is too independent to need anything more than herself,

Does she automatically become a threat filled with such terror to you?

Did her tresses turn into red snakes because she dared to refuse you?

Did the dulcet voices become unbearable cries because you couldn't stand to hear her laugh?

Did her gaze turn you to stone because she was so completely unafraid?

Perhaps the truth about Gorgons is they are just women,

Women who do not bend to the world or fit into the narrow mould you want them too.

Maybe that's why you demonised them, turned them into monsters,

Because you think monsters are easier to understand than women who say no to you."

~ Nikita Gill, "Great Goddesses: Life Lessons From Myths and Monsters"

 On Desire

Human desires have had such a bad rap. But it is desire, motivated by Heart, Divine impulse, your own Godliness, which is the impulse to manifest in creation. It is in your longing that you are carried forward in search of More. It includes creating what we desire in all forms and arenas of experience.

It is a primary part of our New evolutionary chapter, to learn to create at will and through consciousness alone, and consciously, all we desire to experience.

Even in the 'spiritual' sphere the quelling of desire has had huge implications on the dumbing down and fear of Feminine Power and the beauty and deliciousness of our sensuality for both men and women.

Expunge forever any notion of distrust of self and you will no longer be afraid of what you might create, or your desires.

Explore your desires and create freely from those heartfelt impulses. Follow your heart’s desire. And your safeguard is Love, Unconditional, Divine and Sacred, Universal Love.

A Love without attachments of any kind.

I So Love You

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PS I once took seriously, in my “spiritual” journey, that enlightenment required me to “kill out human desire”. I tried but never made it, though I hurt myself and others on the way. But now love has won the day. Oh what a relief. I so enjoy hot buttered toast, or masala dosa, watching people dance, and the delight of children playing. Climbing trees, paddling and splashing water at the tides edge. And 1001 things that are there for my joy.

REMEMBER also, with the freedom to create comes the responsibility to always honour the freedom of others. And it is anything but a casual task to forever be conscious of your every thought and feeling, and Love it All.