So, I saw you, spoke to you up close, a few days ago. How do i explain why that is enough, how that fills me with so much joy...  this time, I could tell you of my love though not directly. Abd you called it idealistic. I smiled inwardly knowing that was not true. I think it is unfair t put anyone on a pedestal. No human being, no matter how evolved, will always be 100% we will many times fall short. and that is ok.

Do you know what I see when I look at you? I see your inside... the purity, simplicity, goodness and peace that you are resonates in my heart... as I carry the same... its like looking in a mirror. Its like being home! Being safe, being at rest and everytime I see you my soul whispers "that's him!! No more searching... it ends here. and my heart does a happy dance! 

How do I explain the love & peace & joy I feel knowing you exist. And that I love you. Beyond any worldly concepts of having someone in your life or being married or being associated in any way... it is the joy of recognition, of clarity, the clarity with which you feel another's heart & soul... the feeling of knowing someone is good & pure & that these qualities in me are mirrored in you and therefore they are safe! I can be good because you are, I can pray for someone because you exist. I can believe in beauty, truth, love & joy because I see you. These are deep feelings that are just...felt. Putting them in words cannot encapsulate them totally. I do so only to lighten my heart and putting my energy into the ethers so that my love reaches you, quietly and gently. Travelling on the breeze that ruffles your hair or kisses your cheek. :) I love you... Bas