As a wise woman said, if we can free our love of greed, our broken sweet heart may become a force for service, rather than selfishness.⠀
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May our relationships teach us.⠀⠀
May we aim to awaken, instead of merely defending our confusion.⠀
May our intention in love be to benefit all, and not merely to get what we want.⠀
May our love life be gentle, and honest, even when it can not be fun, or happy.⠀
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True love is borne in correct intention.⠀

My beautiful stranger (my last post for you) I love you...

So, the time has come for me to say goodbye to my dream... a dream of a life with my love by my side.

I know now that you don't choose me. And I respect that....

My love for you will always remain because it is beyond the desire to be with you.

I now know love chooses us... as I didn't do anything to make myself love you, it just happened.

I saw you and you made me come alive...

Each time I looked at you, I saw beauty, goodness and grace. I saw a beautiful heart and soul worthy of love and devotion.

Each time I will see you now, I will see the same...

I hope you know my wish for you is to be eternally happy and radiant.

I hope you know that each time I averted my eyes and not look at you, it was to keep dignity in place, yours and mine. The Place where we met was always crowded and had its own dignity  to be thought of. But I was always aware of you, where you were standing or sitting. Love has its own flow and fragrance and the thought of what I feel for you being seen by others and being mocked or ridiculed made me try and hide it. I still try and hide it... but somehow I know it reaches you.

If it does, my dearest heart, don't let it ever disturb you... let it just rest around you like a soft bubble
nourishing you.

There was a time, as fleeting as a heart beat, when it felt like you saw me and I glowed and hope filled my heart.

But it was not to be.

That is not to say my heart does not ache... it is broken but with love that thought it had found its place. Now it fills my heart with a dull ache and it will hurt to even breath for a long time. For a while, I will wonder what to do with this body as in my thoughts, I had given myself to you...

I ache to think that I will never get to hold your beautiful hands and kiss your palms.

But I will get through it as my strength will come from the purity of my intention and thought.

Now I will love you silently and from afar.... always praying for your well-being and happiness. May your life be filled with sunshine, joy, moments of delight. May you reach for the stars and get them...

I will always love you, my beautiful beautiful stranger, I will always love you.

Be love, be light and be joy!

You will always rest in the depths of my heart and soul.

The Biggest of Unkind Lies You Tell Yourself.
That how you are not good enough. That you are not enough. That no matter how much you do you somehow always fall short. That you have to be perfect to become whole. It is called SHAME.
That you are less in the eyes of God, Source, the Divine. That if you met a Master, or stood at the threshold of God and He/She looked at you, you would be found wanting. That though you would be in the Presence of Pure Love that you would not be "ready" to receive and be totally enfolded and be able to meld into such Lovingness because of something you have done or did not do.
That you are not deserving. And from the moment you chose to walk in density and feel disconnected from Source you felt this SHAME of somehow always being less than what you knew in your Soul was the Truth. And you can see the deservability for others but refuse to claim it totally for yourself.
And for men it can easily be seen in their great fear of appearing weak, while for women it is do it all, do it well, and never let them see you down.
It is the unattainable conflicting expectations of who you are supposed to be. But the experience of Shame is the same for both genders.
And how can I prove to you that this is not the case Precious Soul?
How can I convince you that you are Loved beyond words and that this has always been so, no matter what you have chosen to experience in all eternity?
I cannot but I can say to you that you have to claim your Lovingness and Lovability above all else in your experience of yourself until it becomes the background of all your Knowingness. And I have to tell you that the dissolving of shame comes in your courage to be vulnerable and to share the strength and self-honour you will find through this laying bare the Golden Heart of You.

I So Love You.
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You ARE Love Incarnate And when you can surrender totally to this fact then Your Divine Beingness enters more clearly and profoundly into your body and every aspect of your consciousness.
How much of your Higher Divine SELF are you willing to claim? It All (YOU) is simply waiting in order to come closer, Loving You all the while.