So, the time has come for me to say goodbye to my dream... a dream of a life with my love by my side.
I know now that you don't choose me. And I respect that....
My love for you will always remain because it is beyond the desire to be with you.
I now know love chooses us... as I didn't do anything to make myself love you, it just happened.
I saw you and you made me come alive...
Each time I looked at you, I saw beauty, goodness and grace. I saw a beautiful heart and soul worthy of love and devotion.
Each time I will see you now, I will see the same...
I hope you know my wish for you is to be eternally happy and radiant.
I hope you know that each time I averted my eyes and not look at you, it was to keep dignity in place, yours and mine. The Place where we met was always crowded and had its own dignity to be thought of. But I was always aware of you, where you were standing or sitting. Love has its own flow and fragrance and the thought of what I feel for you being seen by others and being mocked or ridiculed made me try and hide it. I still try and hide it... but somehow I know it reaches you.
If it does, my dearest heart, don't let it ever disturb you... let it just rest around you like a soft bubble
nourishing you.
There was a time, as fleeting as a heart beat, when it felt like you saw me and I glowed and hope filled my heart.
But it was not to be.
That is not to say my heart does not ache... it is broken but with love that thought it had found its place. Now it fills my heart with a dull ache and it will hurt to even breath for a long time. For a while, I will wonder what to do with this body as in my thoughts, I had given myself to you...
I ache to think that I will never get to hold your beautiful hands and kiss your palms.
But I will get through it as my strength will come from the purity of my intention and thought.
Now I will love you silently and from afar.... always praying for your well-being and happiness. May your life be filled with sunshine, joy, moments of delight. May you reach for the stars and get them...
I will always love you, my beautiful beautiful stranger, I will always love you.
Be love, be light and be joy!
You will always rest in the depths of my heart and soul.
I know now that you don't choose me. And I respect that....
My love for you will always remain because it is beyond the desire to be with you.
I now know love chooses us... as I didn't do anything to make myself love you, it just happened.
I saw you and you made me come alive...
Each time I looked at you, I saw beauty, goodness and grace. I saw a beautiful heart and soul worthy of love and devotion.
Each time I will see you now, I will see the same...
I hope you know my wish for you is to be eternally happy and radiant.
I hope you know that each time I averted my eyes and not look at you, it was to keep dignity in place, yours and mine. The Place where we met was always crowded and had its own dignity to be thought of. But I was always aware of you, where you were standing or sitting. Love has its own flow and fragrance and the thought of what I feel for you being seen by others and being mocked or ridiculed made me try and hide it. I still try and hide it... but somehow I know it reaches you.
If it does, my dearest heart, don't let it ever disturb you... let it just rest around you like a soft bubble
nourishing you.
There was a time, as fleeting as a heart beat, when it felt like you saw me and I glowed and hope filled my heart.
But it was not to be.
That is not to say my heart does not ache... it is broken but with love that thought it had found its place. Now it fills my heart with a dull ache and it will hurt to even breath for a long time. For a while, I will wonder what to do with this body as in my thoughts, I had given myself to you...
I ache to think that I will never get to hold your beautiful hands and kiss your palms.
But I will get through it as my strength will come from the purity of my intention and thought.
Now I will love you silently and from afar.... always praying for your well-being and happiness. May your life be filled with sunshine, joy, moments of delight. May you reach for the stars and get them...
I will always love you, my beautiful beautiful stranger, I will always love you.
Be love, be light and be joy!
You will always rest in the depths of my heart and soul.
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